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My Patronus is a Rabbit

Your patronus takes the form of a Rabbit. A rabbit is known for being somewhat shy. Similarly, you tend to be quiet around others, especially new people. However, you are very bright and alert. You are good at reading people and know who to trust. You are also nurturing and kind. You may have trouble conjuring your patronus because your mind tends to race in the heat of a battle.

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As soon as I get it back from my betas I'll be posting the next part of Turning Points.
kristenrose: (buffy)
I managed to finish the chapter, finally. It's shorter than the first two though. I'm going to wait until I'm not so dizzy and sick and look it over before I send it to the betas. Maybe I'll be able to add on to it and get it to a length I like. We'll see. I have a feeling some people are going to hate what I've done, but I stand by my decision. It's the fic I'd want to read and in the end I write to please myself first however conceited that sounds. This won't be the first chapter I expect to get flamed for. There's a character I plan to kill off that might piss off some readers. Oh well. It's not like I get a lot of reviews anyway.
kristenrose: (buffy)
I've been trying unsuccessfully today to get some writing done. I can see it in my head but trying to finds the words to translate what I see to paper is difficult. I've got a headache that's making it hard to think clearly too. So far I've managed all of three paragraphs in the next Turning Points chapter. I'd like to actually finish the chapter since it's all I can think about right now.
kristenrose: (buffy)
I've closed the polls and Vampire!Buffy and Anita Blake won. I might write some of the other scenarios later so if you voted for something else you still might see something like that from me. I'm working out the kinks and putting together a plot, but until then here's a preview that explains how Buffy ended up a vamp in the Anita-verse.

Read more... )
kristenrose: (sacred duty)
Would you rather read a Vampire!Buffy fic crossed with Anita Blake or Twilight? Or a Wraith!Buffy fic crossed with Stargate Atlantis? This relates to a prompt I have that I can't decide which way to write. I like all three ideas. Help me out?
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Mom hasn't been acting right since Tuesday, when her blood sugar slipped dangerously low and caused another seizure. It was so bad that I ended up calling 911 but Mom refused to go to the hospital. I'm worried she's suffered more brain damage. She's suffered enough and sometimes I don't recognize her anymore.

I had an MRI today and I have an EEG tomorrow I'm not looking forward to. The last EEG I had was like torture. I was sick as a dog for the rest of the day from the seizures I had during it. I know tomorrow is not going to be pleasant but it has to be done. The neurologist said my last one was too abnormal but wouldn't really put in to terms how. I'm going to try and get some better answers at my next appt. when we go over the results of my MRI and EEG.

I got a few pages written for the next part of Rebirth while I was at the neurologist's office for my first appt. with him on Tuesday. I haven't had a chance to write any more since then since life's been crazy. It's actually my third attempt at the next chapter so hopefully there'll be no more rewrites.

I had a nifty idea for a Harry Potter fanfic tonight set during GOF that's kind of caught my attention. I need to mull it over for a bit and work out some more details. Maybe I'll write it or just put it on file to be considered in the future. We'll see.

I don't know why I find writing so difficult lately. And by lately I mean the last few years. Sometimes it feels like I'm damaged and the writing ability has just gone, and then I'll have a good day and manage to eke out a few pages of something. When I look at the little bit I've managed to write now and compare it to what I used to write it looks different; worse. I think I used to be a better writer and it feels like an uphill battle getting back to that. I have no problem with inspiration. I still get ideas all the time, it's just that sometimes the actual writing feels too much like work than the passion it used to be.


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